Character Name: Zahir al-Muhid
Desired Fable: Phoenix and Equinox
What has your character done to qualify them for the fable / gather the attention of the fable?:
Zahir's life is one that can be defined by a constant balancing act. He's a coward who fears conflict, and yet he'll risk life and limb for the sake of protecting others. He's a pacifist, and yet he's found himself dragged into conflict after conflict since coming to the Spire. He carries a sword, and yet he'd rather exhaust every other option and carve out new ones than draw it on another person. He pretends to be strong to scare off attackers, yet he's weak. He fears the sea because it killed his uncle and his crew, and nearly killed him in turn, yet he loves it for the freedom it offers all the same. He's a merchant, yet he'll willingly sacrifice his own funds without expecting anything in return.
His experiences in the Spire have been equally as conflicting. He's encountered spirits twice, and yet has been given two completely conflicting experiences with them, having helped the first achieve peace through kindness and assistance and having nearly died in a violent battle with the second after some external force seemingly sent them spiralling into chaos. Even his interactions with other people have led him to contend with the complex, contradictory nature of existence and of his own lack of perspective. Whether that was his various encounters with Cadayle, which exposed him to three different versions of the same person or his interactions with Raime and Maliketh, which showed him two opposite extremes of what knighthood represented. His eyes have been opened greatly, and yet he doesn't fully understand the things he's seen.
His entire experience thus far has been one of trying to attain understanding, not just of himself, but of the people and world around him as well, and to find true harmony and balance amid all the chaos he's had to bear. He's someone who values serenity and peace, but can't seem to escape chaos and conflict. He intends to go on a journey of self-discovery and understanding to really understand and accept both aspects of his existence, and to finally accept his right to live in spite of every ounce of his being telling him that he shouldn't, because he survived and the people he loved didn't.